Recap of the previous topic and introducing what
is meant by mindfulness
Satipattana or Establishment of mindfulness
is the only way to Nibbana. Here the key is to be mindful. Establishment
means bringing mindfulness or sati to the mind. The mental object
is mindfulness or sati. In the first section we looked at how to
become mindful about the body – breathing (or body of breath), postures,
bodily activities, constituents of the body (internal, external and excretions),
and the body after death. This refers to the tangible or physical
body.
A person who wants to develop wisdom becomes aware of the body.
Gradually as the practice develops the person becomes aware or mindful
of the body all the time. The effort to suppress the mental defilement
develops well, and the mind does not get strongly attached or does not
become ill with aversion.
Our reactions to feelings
Another part of the five aggregates is the ‘vedana’ or
‘feelings’. We often take these feelings for granted. Pleasant,
unpleasant and neutral feelings occur in us. However, when they affect
us we try to do something about it. We react to it all the time.
When a feeling of a headache arises a person takes painkillers. So
many billions are spent worldwide on painkillers. On the other hand, people
spend a similar large amount of money and effort on things that make them
feel good physically or mentally. Once we receive a feeling from
a sense we go after it. Again, just like in the case of bodily needs, we
spend so much time, and effort (as well as money) on our feelings.
If we carefully reflect on our behavior we’ll find that many things we
do are to cater to these feelings.
Four requisites and other fulfillments of feelings
The role of medicines is very clear. We take medicines when pains
or illnesses causing pain afflict us. Other activities, such as eating,
wearing clothes etc., are not very clear unless we reflect upon why we
do certain things because of the rituals and other practices we have associated
with them. We eat food because we become hungry. Hunger is the ultimate
disease. (Then some people eat just to feel good. Some eat too much
when they are depressed. On the contrary, some do not eat at all
when they are not feeling good about themselves.) Then one of the
main purposes of wearing clothes is to escape from the feelings of cold,
or other things like insect bites etc. We need shelters or stay in
houses to avoid bad feelings that could arise due to sun, rain or cold.
So, starting from these basic four requisites we can see that what we call
‘I’ am a bunch of feelings. In other words, feelings are an important
part of what we call ‘ourselves’.
Why do we need to be mindful of feelings? Is it
possible to be mindful about these feelings?
Some influences of feelings
Before looking for answers to these two questions let us look at another
important question. How do these feelings influence our lives? It
influences us in many ways. For example, when a person sees a pleasant
object with eyes he/she feels good about it, gets attached to it and seeks
it again and again. If we hear a piece of good music we want to hear it
again and again. Suppose we are watching a great show l on the TV
or listening to some music that we like so much. What we get out
of them are the feelings of enjoyment. If suddenly the TV station
experience technical problems, what will happen, then we think about it
and become sad. Then we feel unhappy. Now two things are there.
They are sadness and painful feelings. In everything we do it is
like that. Feelings arise in us, if they are good or pleasant we
go behind them and once the feeling is gone we become sad and unpleasant
feelings bother us and sometimes haunt us as well.
Difficulty in comprehending
With our worldly nature it becomes difficult for us to distinguish
between the feelings and the mental processes that occur with them.
So if we separate the feelings and the mental process associated with them
and just see or comprehend only the feelings part of it as feelings we
can realize the inevitability of feelings as well as the true nature of
feelings.
Why and how feelings?
These feelings arise with five senses as well as with the sixth sense
or the mind. Let us start with the easiest to comprehend. If
we walk on a rough place bare-footed or touch against a rough wall we immediately
feel it. If we sit with our legs in a cramped position then we start
feeling pain in the legs. Similarly, there are feelings arising due
to other senses - mind, tongue, ear, eye, nose - as well
Buddha’s advice is to see the true nature of the feelings and to eliminate
the greed, hatred and ignorance. In order to see the true nature
of these feelings, it is necessary to be mindful of them or to become an
independent unbiased observer of these feelings. By becoming mindful
only a person can break the vicious cycle due to feelings.
Lets look at the dependent origination or paticca samuppada. When
there is six fold base, (explain) there is contact. Due to this contact,
feelings arise. When there is feeling craving or desire arises.
Through the mindfulness of the body we become mindful of the five senses.
Through the mindfulness of the feelings we become aware of what is caused
by these five senses. All these physical activities and feelings
happen very fast, almost instantaneously. Therefore, the mind must
be trained well in establishing it in mindfulness. The time between
seeing an object and arousal of a feeling is very short. When the
mind is trained in mindfulness it becomes possible to see the arousal of
the feeling due to the senses (including due to thoughts).
How to develop mindfulness of feelings?
It is possible to be mindful of the feelings. It may not be possible
to do it at the very first time we try to be mindful about feelings, but
with patience and practice it can be done.
The section on mindfulness of feelings clearly gives instructions on
how to do that. In here, the most important thing to remember is,
it is necessary to be mindful about the feeling and it is not the same
as putting your mind into the feeling, thinking about the feeling, and
enjoying or becoming averse or angry about it. Here, you become aware
of a feeling, bring mindfulness to the mind to make a mental note of the
feeling. Sometimes because of the subtleness it becomes difficult
to be mindful of all the feelings. That is why it is advisable to
practice well the mindfulness of the body or anapanasati well. When
we do anapanasati or mindfulness of postures or movements the objects are
clear and the practice is easy. Once the mind is trained to be mindful,
it becomes easy for the mind to be mindful rather than becoming devoured
or engulfed by the feelings that arise.
When practicing mindfulness of feelings, a person becomes mindful about
the pleasant, unpleasant and neutral feelings that arise. When a
pleasant feeling arises, we become aware or know that a pleasant feeling
has arisen and it exists. When an unpleasant feeling arises, we become
aware or know that an unpleasant feeling has arisen and it exists.
When a neutral feeling arises, we become aware or know that a neutral feeling
has arisen and it exists. Then there are feelings that arise due
to the senses and feelings that arise not because of the senses.
For example when I see a colorful and beautiful flowers I feel happy.
This pleasant feeling is due to the senses. Then when I recollect
a strong wholesome thing I have done in the past a happy feeling arise.
Then I can be happy about this happy feeling as well. Similarly,
there are unpleasant feelings that are not due to the senses, for example,
an effect of a bad karma.
So a person developing mindfulness of feelings become aware or know
mindfully that a feeling due to senses has arisen when it is arisen.
Similarly, when feeling arises not due to senses the person becomes aware
of it too. With the awareness developed the arousal of a feeling,
the duration or existence of a feeling and termination or ending of a feeling
can be observed.
Feelings can be – pleasant, unpleasant, and neutral
There could be feelings arisen due to senses and not due to senses.
All together six categories of feelings.
Similarly, a person becomes mindful of the feelings that arises externally
also. Mindfulness is practiced about external and internal feelings.
Outcomes or benefits?
When the mindfulness is practiced well enough the mind is not carried
away by the desires for the feelings that arise and do not develop aversion
or hatred for neutral or unpleasant feelings. So the vicious cycle
of feeling, desire, grasping can be broken that way.
As the mind is established well in mindfulness (even of body - as in
the first secion) the mind does not get defiled or impure due to defilement.
Then objects seen by eye, sounds heard by ears, tastes felt by the tongue,
smells taken in by the nose, bodily contacts or touches, thoughts or mental
objects are not grasped with a defiled mind. When the mind is not
defiled by impurities (or greed, hatred and delusion) complete satisfaction
or pleasantness arises in the mind, (pamodha), because of this satisfaction
or pleasantness joy (pithi) arises, because of the joy a sense of lightness
(kayo passambhati) arise in the body as well, because of this lightness
comfort or happiness is experienced (sukha). Because of the happiness
the mind becomes concentrated (samadhi). With a concentrated mind
dhamma arises or vipassana realizations occur.
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